ho hum ho hum

blah back to school again. i'm excited about getting this overwith and movingg on to medical school but it seem slike it will be forever until i get to that point. for some reason sceens of weddings and stuff like that get me unusually teary lately. it is really strange, one because i don't want to deal with that part of my life until i atleast have a bachelors under my belt and two because dan doesn't like to talk about that kind of stuff. he just isin't concerned with that kind of stuff we are together and that is all he needs, and yeah i get that but, i still want a wedding if anything it is a party that initiates as well as celebrates the rest of your lives together. i may be concerned with this stuff in part due to katrina, i can't imagine being separated form my family by a horrific storm and be whisked away to some new plae and not know were they are or even if they are alive. i would just curl up and cry forever, my family and dan are all i have as far as a supprt system in my life. my friends form high school have all got thier own lives and i understand that, plus everybody seems to have grown and changed so much since high school, it amazes me sometimes. later.